a dumb wip of the boyfriends.
gonna play tf2 with viper now .3.

a dumb wip of the boyfriends.

gonna play tf2 with viper now .3.

blackfire5561:

The tf2 photoshoot was a lot of fun!! Here are a couple group shots from today! Can’t wait for tomorrow!

ricefarmingasian:

I made a gif from last years con I went to. 

ricefarmingasian:

I made a gif from last years con I went to. 

#beasty’s trash art

#beasty’s trash art

HEY! YOU! YOUR ART IS ADORABLE. IT'S AMAZING! THAT IS ALL!

thanks~ (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)

Hey! Just dropping by to say a few things. For one, your art is adorable and I love it (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧. Also, I just want to let you know that even though things do seem down, don't give up! People love you and they love your art. Don't worry about trying to live up to other people's standards, cut your own path! That's what differences in Art-styles are about :) Keep on going with your art! You will get better, and people will support and cheer you on every step of the way!

thank you.. ; u;

Hello, this is a talentless anon and I'll tell you I would kill to have even the slightest touch of your art style. If i could even draw half as good as you I'd be happy. Do not put yourself down. I've given up, it's not fun so you better not give up with all that beautiful art you have.
Anonymous

; ^;

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

beastysoul:

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

why do I even try.. my art will never be as great as ninja-spoi’s, kingu’s or lintu’s art… I should just give up already…

Beasty, your art is beautiful. It doesn’t need to be as great as theirs, I love it nonetheless. <3

it’s not worth the…

Pff I don’t have a style. The guys that I listed. THEY have art style… I’m lost and hopeless. Everything I draw turns out like shit. How am I supposed to improve when I can’t draw anything decent to begin with.

You DO have a style. Everyone does. Your art is not shit. It’s beautiful, inspiring to me. Your chibi art? It’ utterly adorable. And your more normal artwork of the mercs? Breath-taking. What I wouldn’t give to draw them as well as you can.

I know I inspire people but there are those who inspire me as well and I just feel so degraded compared to them… They’re better idols to look up to, not me…

and my chibis are dorks omg.

How do you think I feel compared to you? Around the same thing your feeling. But I don’t let that depress me. No, I turn it into inspiration and willpower. “Yes, my art may not be as good as hers, but maybe, if I work hard enough it will!” Don’t let their art depress you; look at it like a challenge. Perhaps even take it to the next level like: “Oh, I should try drawing something better than that to see if I can!” And if you cant? Well, just keep trying my friend.

And they’re adorable dorks omg!! I’d kill to get one asdfghl ;w;

*sigh* I guess so..

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

beastysoul:

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

why do I even try.. my art will never be as great as ninja-spoi’s, kingu’s or lintu’s art… I should just give up already…

Beasty, your art is beautiful. It doesn’t need to be as great as theirs, I love it nonetheless. <3

it’s not worth the…

Pff I don’t have a style. The guys that I listed. THEY have art style… I’m lost and hopeless. Everything I draw turns out like shit. How am I supposed to improve when I can’t draw anything decent to begin with.

You DO have a style. Everyone does. Your art is not shit. It’s beautiful, inspiring to me. Your chibi art? It’ utterly adorable. And your more normal artwork of the mercs? Breath-taking. What I wouldn’t give to draw them as well as you can.

I know I inspire people but there are those who inspire me as well and I just feel so degraded compared to them… They’re better idols to look up to, not me…

and my chibis are dorks omg.

beastysoul:

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

why do I even try.. my art will never be as great as ninja-spoi’s, kingu’s or lintu’s art… I should just give up already…

Beasty, your art is beautiful. It doesn’t need to be as great as theirs, I love it nonetheless. <3

it’s not worth the…

Pff I don’t have a style. The guys that I listed. THEY have art style… I’m lost and hopeless. Everything I draw turns out like shit. How am I supposed to improve when I can’t draw anything decent to begin with.

kittyartful:

beastysoul:

why do I even try.. my art will never be as great as ninja-spoi’s, kingu’s or lintu’s art… I should just give up already…

Beasty, your art is beautiful. It doesn’t need to be as great as theirs, I love it nonetheless. <3

it’s not worth the effort if an artist doesn’t love the work themselves…

why do I even try.. my art will never be as great as ninja-spoi’s, kingu’s or lintu’s art… I should just give up already…

trash sketch by a trash artist.
I honestly don&#8217;t even know why I&#8217;m posting this. it&#8217;s so shitty&#8230;

trash sketch by a trash artist.

I honestly don’t even know why I’m posting this. it’s so shitty…

taking a break

I’m gonna… disappear from tumblr for awhile.. not that anyone would care. I just… hate myself so much right now and I feel so fucking worthless. I can’t draw anything right no matter how hard I try. An entire fucking summer and I haven’t improved my art at all, maybe I’ve even gotten worse at it since I’m such a worthless piece of trash.

People who I consider ‘friends’, that I would usually go to for help when I’m feeling like this, treat me like trash. When talking to their other friends they’re all happy but when they talk to me they’re just ‘oh hi.’, not really saying much to me the rest of the time and exclude from conversations. I’ve even been told that they talk shit about me behind my back. Sometimes I wonder if I even have friends. Maybe I’d be better off with less assholes in my life.

I can’t exactly turn to family either since they hold me back. And the only way to move forward is down the path they make for me. Fuck that.
School starts soon which means I have to deal with the same scum I’ve dealt with in my art classes throughout my time at this school. Most would say to me “I bet art is your favorite class”, I’d simply reply “I hate that class with a passion.”
I can’t stand the people there. It’s as though in order to get recognition you have to be popular, a pretty face or a suckup to obtain the attention that REAL artists could use. I don’t believe in that but apparently that’s what you need to do to get to the top which is bullshit.

My self-esteem is at its lowest depth right now. I’m depressed (both with my art and psychologically), stressed out and ready to break at any moment. And I’m the one who has to put myself back together like how it always has been. I can’t trust anyone else to help so that’s how it has to be. My absence shouldn’t be too long tho, just let me settle once school starts and I’ll see if I’m stable enough to come back on here.

Until then, you guys take care.

8r00t4l:

transparent big dumb shiny dragon baby for all your blogging needs

8r00t4l:

transparent big dumb shiny dragon baby for all your blogging needs